The Queen actress narrated her story at an event in Delhi.
Kangana Ranaut bares her heart on Hrithik Roshan
17 Dec 2016 16:22 IST
Updated : 22 Dec 2016 14:25 IST
The Kangana Ranaut-Hrithik Roshan cold war was all over the news in the initial months of this year. The accusations from both sides were flying after every few days. But later in the year, both parties announced ceasefire. However, as they say, everything is fair in love and war, as every once in a while both still take a blow at one another. And now it seems, the year is also about to end on a fiery note as far as this cold war is concerned.
During an event in Delhi, Kangana was asked about her life journey where she has had to fight a lot. She hinted at her bad blood with Hrithik by saying that something is forcing her to reveal all about the controversy. She said, “Something in me, which has been the cause of all controversies, is urging me to say this. The voice inside me is saying don’t do this but it would be unfair to share such an important aspect of my life today. The world knows me as an achiever and the world gives more importance to my achievements but for me, the most important thing about my personality is that I see myself as a lover. If I am a fan of any aspect of myself then it is the ability to love and to be able to stay in love even though the other doesn’t really feel the same thing.”
Kangana then shared her story from a third party perspective. “There was this young girl in the mountains. Extremely brave, naive, impractical and stubborn. This girl, when she was walking she saw a picture of a man and she fell is love with him. And that picture led her to cross oceans, deserts, mountains and landscapes. She is standing under stars with the man and this man kisses her and he says I love you. The worlds meet and it becomes a trap between the real world and the world which was supposed to be future and to be reached, but one manages to reach there.
But the story has a bitter end. Kangana continued, “What happens is that this man says that she is not a normal girl, she has a lot of fire in her belly. And she isn’t even a woman, she is a lion in a woman. So, the man gets scared of this woman and that’s when the whole love story becomes a tragedy. But the thing is I cannot help if I have fire in my belly. To make myself worthy of an individual or my lover, I have crossed mental landscapes, human landscapes and all sort of distances covered. But what happens when these worlds meet and you are faced of extreme brutality? I am saying this because people have seen how I have put up a strong front to fight but nobody has seen what I feel as a woman, when I am subjected to that kind of brutality.
She also revealed about her letters to Hrithik, some of which were made publish by him. “The letters that I might have written, which were brutally exposed to the world. How did I feel as a human being because every letter that you’ve written to your lover holds a lot of vulnerability? You are exposing part of your soul or yourself, not to the world but to an individual. I felt extremely naked in front of the world. I cried for nights in my room. People make fun of me. But I never answered to that brutality in the same spirit. I think that makes me see myself as a winner.”
She continued, “I can’t help if I am not good enough for an individual but I think what’s not justice is to make fun of a woman’s vulnerabilities and sort of embarrass her for her desires. As far as letters are concerned, I’ve gone ahead to tell my side of the story but the only thing I want to say is, ‘Jinko duniya ki nigaaho se chupa kar rakha, jinko ek umar kaleje se laga ke rakha. Teri khushboo mein base khat main jalata kaise, pyar main doobe hue khat main jalaata kaise.’”
It will be interesting to see if there is any response from Hrithik in the coming days.
Things that became clear after hearing Kangana’s story:
- Kangana was a huge fan of Hrithik before she became a part of the industry.
- Her love for Hrithik drove her to Mumbai.
- The two stars shared intimacy at some point.
- Hrithik didn’t reciprocate to the love though and Kangana was left broken.
- Hrithik didn’t approve of her aggressive nature.
- All the letters that Hrithik made public were, in fact, written by Kangana.